Agoraphobia - I've been there and assure you it will go away

I forgot it but I've been agoraphobic for two times. Strangely enough when I started taking clonazepam panic attacks were among of one of the side effects and it got worse when I was prescribed Tofranil to help get out off clonazepam but the effect was a huge anxiety that was diagnosed as mental disease by other psychiatrist as I can analyze now in retrospect.
The last time I was agoraphobic lasted eight months and I remember it because the first time I went out I stopped to have a coffee and felt so happy I was able to be at the streets that I talked to a woman: "This is the first time I come out in eight months."
I remember watching films and seeing people walking at the streets made me cry because I thought I was never going out anymore.
I want to tell those who are agoraphobic now that it will go away. I don't remember it and now when I close the door to go out I don't remember the numerous pain minutes I stared at the door, started crying and sometimes I gave up and stayed home.
One of the methods that I created was going out near home to buy something I wanted or needed. I kept thinking on that object and it made it easier to be focus on one thing.
Being at the streets when you are like this is very painful. The floor seems uneven, third dimension is not very clear and you are always alert because you're sure that sooner or later a panic attack will catch you and you will feel in hell again thinking that you will gonna lose your mind and all those awful symptoms.
I used to stop in front of any shop window and payed attention on each object or I entered and started to talk to the seller.
But for eight months it was almost impossible to leave home.
I don't remember it. I'm just writing it for those who are suffering it now. You see? It goes away, just keep remembering it.