Mark and D Bunker left two good comments about the post below. I noticed that it is not clear that I'm talking about my experience when I speak to Brazilians.
Take a look at my answer below.
I thank you all for receiving me in such a warmth way. It would be impossible without being part of a group fighting the same war and being there when I needed backup.
I just regret some disagreements that were only justified by our tiredness and frustration of always having in the back of our minds: "is it worthy? will this project lead anywhere?".
We just have to forget about quick changes.
What is important is raising awareness and the more people in the army the better.
A lie repeated becomes truth but the truth repeated will be echoed to the right person and prevent another life being destroyed.
Love to all of you..